Unexpectedly, I felt a pull toward that terrible place...
I walk closer in spite of my growing anxiety...
In fear of danger, others put barriers in my path,
but, almost instinctively, I break through...
Anxiety becomes eclipsed by the thrill of this forbidden place...
I don't know if I want to stay here, I just don't know how to leave...
The spirit of my strange home overtakes me; I begin to lose control...
I have come so far from where I was.